Discover the poignant power of 'it was never going to be okay', a groundbreaking collection of poetry and prose that delves into the depths of intergenerational trauma and the complexities of identity. This heartfelt trade paperback, published by Harbour Publishing in 2021, invites readers to engage with themes of Indigeneity, queerness, and the urban Indigenous diaspora. Through beautifully crafted verses and intimate storytelling, the author confronts the realities of being a trans woman grappling with societal expectations and personal truths. The collection is a profound exploration of healing, illustrating that trauma is not merely a point in time but a continuum of experiences that shape our understanding of self. Each poem challenges the silence that often surrounds these topics, offering both a voice of resilience and a call to acknowledge the shadows of our past. From the raw vulnerability of 'i am five' to the haunting reflections on identity, 'it was never going to be okay' is essential reading for those who seek to understand the intricate web of emotions tied to cultural and personal history. Perfect for lovers of contemporary poetry, this collection provides a fresh perspective on the intersections of gender, culture, and healing, making it a must-have for any literary enthusiast looking to enrich their collection.